So I’m laid in my bed, my mind’s wandering, as per usual.
I’ve just got back from seeing The Last Song at the cinema with a few friends, its got me thinking.
Why aren’t I ‘living the dream’ or getting as much out of life as possible?
So at the minute im on track to go to uni etc, with hope to become a director, producer or any job in the television/film industry. But, is that really what I want to do? I don’t even know!
So we enter the mind of Chris, what’s his dream? … Honestly? I want to live in a house on a beach, somewhere nice, preferably Hawaii. I could learn how to surf there, something I would love to do, but can’t really do, living quite far from a decent beach with good surf.
Maybe I could open a business there, nothing huge, just a small nice business. Maybe a bar, a clothing shop, a beach shack? Maybe even a little cafe. Anything to keep me going. I’ve studied business for pretty much 4 years now. I’m sure it could be done, right? Okay a little time and effort would be needed but hey, it can’t be all that difficult, right?
Anyone reading this is going to be thinking something along the lines of ’keep dreaming’ or ‘has Chris lost it?’
But all I want from life is to be happy. Life’s too short to be wasting time being unhappy!
Maybe this is all a bit too much. I’m only 17 years old. I’ve a lot left to do, a lot left to experience, a lot left to learn about. Is it normal to dream about something to the extent that you actually want to just pack up and chase the dream? I really don’t know. My minds such a mess at the minute. I have so much to do, so much to plan, organise, sort out. Ahhhhh!
I think what i’m going to do is go to university, enjoy that. Then see what happens from there?
Who knows, I could use this as a back up plan in case the media orientated career goes downhill, or maybe even as a retirement plan? …
Jesus Chris, planning you’re retirement. Talk about long shot.
But hey, it could happen. Who knows?
So here’s to the future, and whatever it may hold.
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